you'll be amazed at the secrets that i keep
you'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies.

lemme talk about my dream from last night.

It was pretty wild. It involved Ashton Kutcher, Demi Moore, and my manager from work, Dave. Which is weird because I didn't see Dave at work yesterday nor did I watch anything with Ashton and Demi but whatever.

Anywho, from what I remember it started out as Ashton and I were friends and we were shopping or something. Apparently, he kept telling me how much he loved me even though he was in a relationship.

Also - apparently I was in a ceramics class (and the teacher was Dave) and I was taking classes from a personal trainer

I suppose it was the next day and Ashton tells me that he is getting a divorce because Demi cheated on him. I guess we then try to get together but he tells me no? I don't know.

It was just really weird and now I just want to look at pictures of Ashton Kutcher.

New Hero

Last 15 minutes of being 18.

I feel like I am becoming so old...

Leaving it all behind;

a year ago, this was me when I got my job at Hastings.

Today, this is me before my last day of working there.

I don't give a fuck about that job anymore.

Everything went downhill when Rebecca left. 

Managers have favorites.

Communication is nonexistent.

Customers are ungrateful assholes.

It's basically, let's have everyone who does the least work make the most money, and I am done with that. I will no longer feel like shit on the morning that I have to work there.

I just really hope that I can get moved up at maurices...

part of me wishes that Hastings was still an amazing job.

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